grumpgrumpgrump

i realise i have been hanging around the office for two hours now, just waiting and waiting and waiting.
i've read blogs, i've read news websites like salon, slate, nyt, bbc. i've read pitchfork and slant. i've even gone up to the library and flipped through shape and the sunday times magazine. and i went out to polar to get some tarts for the family for breakfast.
and i've done all this and still my very small little story on a nice little event is not cleared. i am bored out of my brains. i am bored to near brain death.
i am bored. and i am sleepy despite having slept, for the first time this week, until 9am.
ive been having somewhat late nights since tuesday, not having returned home earlier than 1130 so far i think. and last night, despite having left the house at 7 for an 8am interview, i got home at ard 1. went to little bali. or is it called bali villa? where i had some bites of a chocolate cake, handfuls of peanuts and a glass of sauv blanc for my 1030pm dinner.
i dont think i've been doing too well for eating these few days. it's 946pm now and all i've had today is a peanut butter sandwich, some mee goreng and a small chicken pie. thurs dinner was a hot dog bun eaten in the queue. fri, well i already wrote about that now didnt i!
ok i better have some real food tmr. was at canteen yesterday returning the spins staff some money i owed them after heading upstairs, very smart, without any money. and then plee said i looked like i lost weight. egad! and that i look even more like a schoolgirl. double egad!


(i had a comment earlier today from an unnamed person who said - i think you should just leave, these three months you've been so grumpy. that person, i have recently found out has no sense of timing and is absolutely not musically-inclined. if you want to hum a song, at least hum it in some kind of tune and not in just one single tone!!!)

so yes, this is another grumpy post. grumpgrumpgrump!